Schraml Family

Still MIA

Kendra — Mon, 24 Aug 2009 06:45:15 +0000

Period is still missing…….

I am now officially three days late. I tested again today and it’s still showing a negative. Maybe my cycles have gone crazy again? I hope not. I just wish my period would get here or I would get a positive test result. This waiting game is so hard.

We want a baby so bad. I want a baby so bad. I see everyone I know having babies and then I realize I’m on the downhill slope to the big 3-0 (thirty!) and have yet to have a child. I want to have a beautiful, healthy baby. I hope that I get a positive test soon.

Where for art thou period?

Kendra — Sat, 22 Aug 2009 00:12:52 +0000

It appears that my period has gone MIA. Well, not really, I’m just obsessed with tracking it. It should have come today. My cycles are always 26 days in length. It’s now 5:09pm and no period.

I went and took a pregnancy test and saw a big fat negative. Now I feel disappointed and sad. I actually want to cry. It’s pathetic. Maybe my period will show it’s ugly self later tonight. Or maybe we did actually conceive and I will test positive in a few days. I guess only time will tell. I really need to get better at this waiting game!

Starting the Journey

Kendra — Thu, 20 Aug 2009 04:57:18 +0000

Who knew trying for your first child would be so hard?

I look around at the people I know and they all seem to be pregnant. It makes me wonder if its something wrong with us. Do we not try enough? Do we miss the fertile days? Will we ever have a bundle of joy?

I over-analyze it too much. I bet if we just stopped trying, we’d have a baby. That won’t work though, I’m a POAS addict! Maybe it’s because I’m in my mid-twenties and approaching thirty. I have this undeniable urge to have a baby!

So I’m rambling. I haven’t had a blog in such a long time, so I’m sorry if this isn’t the best to start. Hopefully it’ll get better with time.